*Throws head back and laughs*
Okay ... I'm already a bit hard to live with.
But ...
It's likely going to get worse.
Why?
Because ...
I am writing again!
I know - I've been writing here On The Upside and over there On The Flipside and even more on mySA ... but, it's not the writing I speak of?
I do love all of this writing.
It is fun!
It does take a lot of thought and words and sentences and paragraphs and grammar and punctuation marks!
I have invested so much time and effort into blogging - I love to write and it has given me a place to stretch my creativity and explore lots of different ways to write about motherhood - about my kids - about my family.
But ...
It is not the sort of writing I did before I started blogging. It is non-fiction and it is non-fiction story-telling. I have loved it and would never give it up, but ...
I am writing again!
Fiction.
Another novel.
Yes - I have written several novels. None of which are good enough to publish, but I have been inspired and so ...
I am writing again!
If I had invested all the time and energy and words I have invested in writing and publishing all of my blog posts - I suppose I could have written at least 2 novels by now. Not that I would trade that time and energy spent blogging - in creating and taking care of my blogs - I wouldn't. But ... I think I have it in me - a novel. A really good novel. So ...
I am writing again!
I know ... this is awfully presumptuous of me - me thinking I could ever possibly write a novel. Well ... I've written several (3 to be exact) novels - so I know I can do it. Now ... all I have to do is write one worth publishing. That's my goal. Right here, in the middle of my life, when I have more on my plate than any human being could possibly manage realistically and successfully ...
I am writing AGAIN!
So, you might ask, where did all this sudden burst of energy come from? Why now? What has triggered this sudden urge to write again? Well ...
I read a blog post on one of my favorite blogs recently that inspired me in such a way that after I read it I went straight to my desk, sat down, started organizing my thoughts over several days and, well ... I am into Chapter 2 and ...
I am WRITING AGAIN!
I have not written anything (aside from blog posts) in over a year. I haven't had the time, really, nor the desire. I guess it is because blogging has given me so much satisfaction and the writing has been so fun and productive that I haven't had time to think about fiction or consider taking the time to write anything.
My family will continue to come first ...
I will do my best to keep up with all of my responsibilities ...
I will continue to write and keep up with my blogs (and ENJOY it) ...
I am completely certain that I am going to be hard to live with ... because ...
I AM WRITING AGAIN!!!
From the blog post that so inspired me, "There will be a last time. Nothing lasts. Each and every time is propped against the last time. The present is made of all gone things."
Black Hockey Jesus (the writer of the wonderful post: Last) inspired me with not only his writing, but his words. He writes brilliantly (go on - go over to his blog, The Wind In Your Vagina, and read some of his great stories) and so often, when I read a great post that someone has written (and I've read hundreds that are truly great!) - like this one he wrote - I am inspired. And this post - this writer - just happened to trigger that thing in me that said - You need to write - get on with it - before it is too late.
Wish me luck?
Wish my family luck!
I am going to be hard to live with ...
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78 comments:
Yay, and congrats! I'm so happy for you, good luck, you can do it!
Aw darn, I wanted to be first to wish you luck. Second best isn't always bad. Good luck to you Kellan! Looking forward to reading more about it.
All I have to say is:
IT'S ABOUT TIME!
Can't wait to read it!
Sending good luck thoughts and wishes your way. You can do it, you've done it, just keep it up.
Walking through Barnes and Noble yesterday totally intimidated me! So the fact that you can do what you do so well impresses the living daylights out of me! YOU GO GIRL! Can't wait to see yours on the shelf, too!
what a coincidence. i was just thinking that i would write one too - all the way through. see, i've written about six or seven novels ... well, actually just about 100 pages (give ro take) of six or seven novels and wouldn't it be cool to finish one! ok girl, now lets turn this town's writing reputation on its head!
Fabulous! I'd love to write, but I only have a whole slew of first chapters so far. Best wishes for a great novel.
I can feel the FIRE in your post. I hope that this is the ONE. And that I can tell people "hey, I know her...she writes awesome novels."
But then I have no doubt I will be saying those words soon.
So what are you doing hanging around here, go write!
Good luck keeping all your balls in the air. That's wonderful that you're taking up a love again. It's always so refreshing to go back to a hobby that we once had the time and energy for and feel that love again. I hope it goes well. Will you ever share any bits of it here? (Hey, that's how Diana Gabaldon got her start!)
You go girl!!!!!!!!!
Hugs!
Kat
good for you ... you go girl.
and yes, BHJ ... sure can write.
Good luck ... and to the family!
I cant spell or use the proper grammer or !?. ect's so good luck, your so good!
BUT success will come this time! !
You go girl! We all know you can do it. If anyone can juggle several things at once it's you.
Wow--what an amazing goal. I can't wait to read it.
What an inspiring post!
Good luck and have fun!!! It sounds great! :)
Trace
You go- upside girl.
I am happy that you are doing something that makes you feel good. You are such a great blogger-so I can only imagine what you write.
Get back to that writing that novel :)
You're an amazing writer so I'm sure the novel is going to be fantastic!
I'm sure it will be great! But, I'm guessing the other 3 are better than you think. Just the fact that you finished 3 is impressive. I will have to read that post. Then again, maybe not, because if I start writing a novel, I might end up getting divorced! (I write at night when I could be spending time with Jim)
Good luck, Kellan!
write away, miss kellan... someday, we will all be able to say, "we used to blog with this 'best selling author'!!!"
love,
dani
Oh Good Luck, Kellan (although I know you will do fabulously!) Wow, 3 novels huh? That is exciting and here you go with the next one...one things for sure, never let a moment of inspiration pass you by, grab it and write till your hearts content!
~K
I'm happy for you, you go girlfriend! My heart has been heavy the past month or so, as I've grappled with my heart's desires, my dreams, and what I'm doing and NOT doing. You've inspired me to get with it too.
Good luck and I know you can do it. You are wonderful at this writing thing!
Good Luck! You are a great writer!
Good luck to you. You are a great composer of words! Looking forward to your end result. Have a great day.
Jennifer
Good Luck! And thanks for turning me on to Black Hockey Jesus. What a great writer.
That is GREAT! Good luck!!!! Cannot wit to hear all about your journey, successes, and challenges.
Best wishes!
That's awesome! ... I have always dreamed of writing a novel... The only problem?... I have NO talent in that area! *lol*
HOW FUN!! I have always wanted to write a novel, but just haven't ever sat down long enough to give it a start. Maybe one day...
I hope it goes really well, Kellan! And of course you already have a whole bunch of peole who will be lining up to buy it when it gets published!! (notice I say WHEN, not IF)
As brash and outlandish as I try to be on the blog, this makes me feel weird and good and blushy.
I can't imagine inspiring someone in the way you describe and I still can't so I will leave things with weird and good and blushy.
Thank you. ~bhj
how cool is that!!! YAY you...send you lotsa luck
You go girl. ;) Congratulations and good luck!!
Good luck and Congrats!!!
That's awesome! Really! Let us all know when it's published!
Have fun, good luck and best wishes to your family! I hope this is the one you get to publish. You are a great writer and I can't wait to hear the progress on the book!
Good for you! Know 'em dead, Kellan!
Congrats to you! Let us know how it is going and when we can read some.
Kellan,
It is obvious that it gives you joy to write. It shines through in everything of yours I have read. I'm sure your novel will be no different. Good luck with it, and if your enthusiasm flags at any point, be sure to come back and read all these good wishes from your friends!
One writer to another, MM
Good luck Kellan! I know you will make this dream happen for you.
You GO Girl!!! Yay for you Kellan!!! I'm so happy for you that you are inspired to write again. You'd make money on your blog readers alone ... buying that novel!!! I'd be the first in line! Good for you!!!
luck!!
KEEP BELIEVING
Wow, that is just great! It is something I have always wanted to try also but it seems too daunting. Maybe when the kids are bigger...
There is alwasy self publishing and if you ever do that I promise I'll buy one!
I wish you all the luck in the world because you have such a beautiful knack of writing I would love to see it flourish for you. Be my guest...and write on!!
Yippeee Kellan! I'm thrilled to hear it!
:-)
I believe in you.
Good luck to your family I should be saying! lol
I'm thrilled for you! Good luck! I'll be waiting for updates.
You go girl! Can't wait to read it!
Congrats to you! I can't wait to see what you write!
Grin...Posh
I think this is fantastic and I'm so excited for you. You're going to be published this time!
What a great goal you have!! And from reading your blog- I know you can write- you're awesome!! Good luck to you and your family.
Best of luck to you Kellan! I can't wait to buy and read your novel!
Congratulations! It's great to be inspired and do something you love (and are apparently very good at).
I can't wait to read the final product.
WRITE ON!
I'm looking for somewhere to direct my own writing ambitions this year.
Good luck and have tons of fun!
Yep!You're my kinda girl!LOL!
I can't imagine my life without reading and writing...Congrats Kellan!
And I can't wait to buy one of your novels! ;)
xoxo
How exciting!! WOO HOO!
You will do AWESOME. I admire your ambition Kellan. Best of luck friend!
I am so happy for you and envious. :o) YOU CAN DO IT AND WILL DO IT. I hope to follow your path in the future! I can hardly wait to read your novels and say, "She is my blogging friend!"
Do it girl!
Beth
Good for you! I love to read anything you write. You clearly have a talent for it.
Kellan I am excited for you that you have the inspriation to write (non blogging)agian.
How exciting and fantastic. This is going to be GREAT! Keep us posted on how it's going. ok?
Good luck!! How awesome!! I love to write too!! I sent Splat Creative Designs an email! Thank you!
Which reminds me of the quote by Thomas Edison "I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work." If you love it, then do what Stephenie Meyer of Twilight did and find a way to publish it yourself! I'm sure it will be a smash hit!
Best of luck!!
good for you, best of luck...you WILL do it!
Congratulations Kellan. Somehow I don't think you'll be THAT hard to live with. :)
Good luck and YES, that post LAST was fabulous. He is very talented and SO are YOU!!!
Suz
Great news Kellan ~ can't wait to read one of your novels oneday!!
Love and big hugs Tabitha XX
Go for it and enjoy.
Writing does make a person feel better
Best of luck Kellan (and family :D)
You write beautifully, I know you can do this. I would read a book written by you. :D
Must be something in the water for 09....I have decided to try my hand at a book too. Although, unlike you, this is not something I've ever tried before. I've always wanted to but I'm not sure if I can pull it off.
Anyway, didn't mean to make this about me. Again, I'm sure you can do it and be sucessful at it. Let me know when you're publish and I'll be one of the first to run out a buy a copy :D
Take care
Wishing you the absolute best Kellan!!
Ok, now you've inspired me!
Time to get out my notes and start writing...
My first time here, but not my last.
Oh gosh...his post brought me to tears. My Dad died when I was 4 1/2 and when I waved goodbye to him, I had no idea he wouldn't come back. He was killed in a plane crash and I have no memory of him whatsoever...
However, I am so excited you are going to write again! I'll buy it, Kellan, I promise!! Good luck!
I wish you the best! Writing has been so very therapeutic at different stages in my life. Maybe your enthusiasm will get me back on track! Good luck, Kellan!
Hey Kellan! Thanks for stopping by my blog! I just LOVE yours! We must not be far from each other -- I assume you're somewhere near SA! I'm not far...
Love your writing. Talk to ya soon! Good luck!
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